Je suis desolee...Désolé,e [dezole] vt (paysage) desolate, je suis désolé I'm sorry.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I love him. Yet I was so stupid. I found a diamond and I took it for granted. And now... what will happen? I wrote fucking monologues about other people and I've recieved note that my one true love read them. Fuck. He must be heartbroken. I didn't mean to do it... All those stupid stories are just the evolution of pubescent thoughts. A friend that lives in Sweden, a girl I don't even know, a brother who barely even cares. All those were just fucking fantasies. Being "infatuated" with an autumn loving boy? Of course it was for poetic value. Being in love with a stranger? I went to her house just yesterday, and guess what, I was fucking bored and didn't give a shit. Giving a blow job to my pretend brother? Fake, fake fake! They say men think about sex every seven seconds. Girls aren't that different. I love my boyfriend. Why was I so mean? Why was I so fucking cru
Sleeping over at Onii-san'sAlex slowly opened the door to the guest's room, finding Antonia inside, reading. "Alex..." Said the girl, as she put the book down, "is anything wrong?" Alex sat on the bed beside her, and started at his pretend-sister. "Antonia..." He whispered, as her cheeks gradually became redder and redder. She stared back into the blonde's blue eyes, beyond his glasses. "Antonia..." Repeated the boy, as he got closer to the girl. The girl didn't hold back and also leaned forwards, closing her eyes. It wasn't before long that their lips gently met, merging into a sweet kiss. Then their head separated, but stayed close to each other. "Alex, I..." The girl didn't finish her sentence, and just stared into her fake brother's eyes. They kissed again, more passionately this time, frenching with pleasure, violently, almost. Without hesitating, Alex slid his hands up her shirt, reaching for her soft breasts. Realising the situation, Antonia stopped him before he reached them, and looked at him confuse
The Autumnal CaptainI am slowly becoming infatuated witht this captain. Edarricus. Autumnal Captain Edarricus. Ed, for short. But what is it that makes him so interesting? Maybe it's how he keeps a lot of things secret, like his age or his profession. He'd most likely answer me if I asked him, but despite my bravery, I'm too afraid to ask. He looks between sixteen and nineteen, but I have no clue about his age, and the way he acts, the way he talks and his interests make him seem much older than what he looks like. On every site he's registered in he says he's 111 years old. Maybe the reason I don't want to ask is that I don't want to break the magic that makes him so attractive and misterious.
He owns a facebook page, called "Autumnal Capn' Edarricus Lustro "Sepia" Cudries". What is a cudrie anyway? It sounds familiar, but I have no idea of what is means. Maybe it's just his name? That's probable. I mean, I recently added him as a friend on the blue social network, and he calls himself like that, so it's
The sparkShe saw her from her window. The young girl saw the other girl while she was in the car, driving past what seemed to be the other girl's house. She felt a connection the moment their eyes met. A spark, one might say. They saw each other for only one second, but yet... the girl wanted to know her, she wanted to meet her, so badly. Luckily the other girl didn't live too far from her summer house... but... summer was almost over. Was it worth it? The girl absolutely wanted to befriend the other girl, if not more than that. The girl already had a boyfriend whom she loved very much, though however... She just... wanted that other girl. She didn't exactly "want" her, she wanted... she didn't even know exactly what she wanted. But what if she needed the other girl, not just want her? She wanted to become her friend so badly. She saw the girl sitting at her window, at the top of a moderately high building, with headphones, listening to music. What was she listening to? Did she fe